Fun fact: Everything you love will leave you.
Ok, so, you know, kind of a change of circumstances. I've moved, obviously. Currently living in a house (A house!) to the address of 102 Norfolk Street, Lancaster. And I'm currently sat in a little cafe/juice bar listening to Aretha Franklin (Respect, unsurprisingly). Up until a moment ago, it was The Beatles.
Life after university is strange. It involves lots of waiting as best I can tell. The old trick of finding the things that make you happy in life tends to...stick. You find yourself taking more solace in the comforts you build around yourself.
But I have Aretha.
Internet is a fuss. Trying to get orange broadband, but to do that I need a passport and a bank statement from my current address. So I get Cara's dad to countersign my passport application (he keeps his passport number saved on his phone, he does that many) and send it off. Then my bank; and I find out that to change my address actually requires a passport. Typical. So, when my passport arrives, in about three weeks or whatever, I should be able to sort internet (and a contract phone, so I should be easier than ever to reach).
Joined a gym, a real live gym. How growed up am I? Baulked the shit out of my knuckles on the heavy bag, but it's good. Should keep me a little less stressed, which is very good, because I've been so on edge for so long now. When I start working, too, should be good. I amaze myself with how little experience I actually have.
Baulked is a good word.
Anyway, I still read your notes and all, when I get a chance. So keep up with them.
Much love.
