Doll-Dagga-Buzz-Buzz-Ziggedy-Zag
Sorry about the interval.
So, how was everybody’s holiday? (I like that word, it has such a cultural ambiguity to it.)
Mine was…multifaceted.
Things between Cara and I are good, better than I was figuring on things being when things first started out. It’s nice that a fling actually became something beautiful in and of itself. Of course, this has made things with Helen very interesting indeed. Give her one thing, though, it must take balls of sheer brass to say some of the things she has. Example, kicking up a fuss over a love bite on my neck, actually telling me to cover it up; then within an hour telling me about some guy she’d went home with some three days before. It just gets to me, that she can maintain such a horrible double standards. We’ve not spoken in a while. Our last conversation was heated, and followed immediately by me destroying my old phone (which may have been a mistake).
Spitting my dummy out has gained me little, and cost me lots of numbers I’m going to have trouble replacing. On the upside, I do like my new phone.
So, back to the toil of university (still yet to go to a lecture, and just found out today’s has been rescheduled to friday). I have tomorrow and thursday off, though; which is always handy. Mostly, I’ve been making sims have sex. Looking forward to Taekwondo, tomorrow, though. I’ve found that I actually missed my training, and that I really do enjoy it.
There’ve been some things on my mind, recently; but they’re not really up for discussion here. Quickly put, do you ever wonder about the could-have-beens, even when you’re blissfully happy?
Twelve is lucky, if only because it’s not quite 13.
Later.
